reflections ;

Thursday, November 10, 2005

You can run and you can begin'
In a place where you don't fit in
Love will find a way... yeah

When you're down, you can start again
Turn around anything you're in
Love will find a place yeah

If you got one heart you are followin'
One dream keeps you wondering
Love lights your way through the night
One wish keeps you tryin'
What's your silver lining
Loves lights your way through the night

You can fall a thousand time
You can feel like you've lost your mind
Love will find a way oh yeah yeah
In a minute it can change your life
In a moment it can make you right
Love will find a place yeah

If you got one heart you are followin'
One dream keeps you wondering
Love lights your way through the night
One wish keeps you tryin'
What's your silver linin'
Loves lights your way through the night

Everybody needs something to hold on to
Everybody needs something to hold on to
if you got one heart you are followin'
one dream keeps u wondering
love lights your way through the night
One wish keeps you tryin'
What's your silver linin'
Loves lights your way through the night

One wish keeps you tryin'
What's your silver linin'
Loves lights your way through the night

Love will find a way
Love will find a way in your heart

reflections ;
6:37 AM

Tuesday, November 08, 2005

havent been blogging since dunno when.
well, re-dl maple again. computer down.
nothing much. loving that carrot.

-bye-

reflections ;
3:10 PM

Tuesday, October 25, 2005

well, birthday today. didnt celebrate it today, cos last 3 days already been celebrating liao. hahas. hmmm, benn receiveing sms'es and call's since 12am ytd. thanks to all my friends and buddy's. well, sotong was the greaters, hahas, called me at 11:50:43pm-24oct. haa. till 12, den happy birthday. well, wd can i say? i love that sotong too much yeah?! missing sotong right now. but got some people, i dunno lar. dont wanan talk abt that person lar? hurr.

well, gotta meet up wid some friends and buddy next time. to get my presents? lalala. haa. ok lar. byebye.

happy 15th birthday to myself. =)

i am missing that sotong right now.

reflections ;
7:40 PM

Monday, October 24, 2005

out today. from 11.30am to 9.30pm.

went, town wid jot. shop here and there. everywhere. she brought a spect's. den we took lots ad lots and lots of picture's. than we went to take our luch/breakfast. well, den shop and shop again. walk and walk. saw lots of weird people in town today. dunno why also. don't even look like we are in the town. like erm, ufo?!

then, went to bugis. shop and shop again. leg breaking. but we hack care. went to taatto shop. benn to lots and lots of those shop. but got one in erm, bugis de? that uncle? lols. joker yar? yi li long. hahas. * tsk tsk *

then, went to fisherman. by that time it was already 6pm? something likedat ba? then we slack there. had lots of fun there. hahas. then, got a call from tay. hahas. she jialat liao lar. hahas. gotta make those art paper!!! hahas. wu gui lai de. LOLS. well, then went off back to mrt station. den die lar. meet some problems. got one "normal" guy?! gave us $2?! den, ask weather we wanan eat apple not. siao de. we ran off to a cab, we ran, and he ran to catch up to us. asked for our name and no. siao. i think he wanna raped joy? lols!!! * kidding * lar. hahas. but we manage to ran off into the cab lar. still worried abt it. but wad can we do?!

yar, den reach simei mrt, take train back home. tired right now. yawns.
anw, we had lots of fun yar?

happy brithday to me. hahas.

reflections ;
10:50 PM

Sunday, October 23, 2005

how i wish i didnt say those words.
how i wish i could pick up the fone and say something nicer.
how i wish i could change my attitude.

haiis, how stupid i'm for showing my attitude.
haiis, how i wish " sotong " could forgive me.
haiis, how i wish nothing could happen at all.

can you, pls. contact me?
can you, pls. at lease sms me?
can you, pls. forgive me?

reflections ;
4:24 AM

Friday, October 21, 2005

just change blogskin last 2 days.
nothing much this few days.
exam's over. but result sure s*ck's.
flung all. haiis.

well, today got sch de, but didnt go.
wake up at 6.30am, mapled.
out later.

well, bdea coming, dont even know what i gonna do.
most probley go out wid [x]starsy's.
ZOO?! lols.
wish myself had a grreat time 1st ba?!
hope everything's alright, and going out well.

sgining off --- the zhu tou. * elmo's world+sotong land *

reflections ;
9:40 AM

Tuesday, October 18, 2005

was busy last few days. so now den update, nothing much. exam and exam, no matter how hard i try, i still can't make it. wtf!! haiis.

sotong means sotong, nothing can change the facts.

bye.

reflections ;
1:40 PM

Monday, October 10, 2005

i'm here to blog, just becase you wanted me to.
well, maple just now. level up by one. continue tmr, if you wanna me to.

facing the world with an empty heart
i could disappear into the dark,
and you were the one who could make my dreams come ture
my dream it's you.
when you're not around my heart stood still
within you'll remain i've always been

illusion says there is another person
who will interfere into my plan.

- specially to one of my friend -

reflections ;
7:40 PM

Friday, October 07, 2005

too lost for words.

heys, karilynn, 4 days call very long ar?

reflections ;
3:32 PM

Saturday, October 01, 2005

didnt blog for awhile ler. too much things happening. just wishing for peace for the furture ba? reach home at 1.30am ytd, dead tired now. anw, my poor sotong dunno how to walk sa. walk also can get hurt. LOL. exam comming ler.. and i'm dead.

bye.

reflections ;
10:45 AM

Sunday, September 25, 2005

everything is not right.
our gap is getting bigger and bigger.
i'm falling.

the light of my life is gone.
i can't find my ways anymore..
i dont even know how to walk forward for my life aft tmr.
i'm so lost

everything just seems lost.

reflections ;
7:45 PM

Friday, September 23, 2005

if you don't know me by now
you will never know me
all the things that we've been through
you should understand me like i understand you

now girl i know the difference between right and wrong
i ain't gonna do nothing to break up our happy home
don't get so excited when i come home a little late at night
cos we only act like children when we argue fuss and fight

we've all got our own funny moods
i've got mine, woman you've got yours too
just trust me like i trust in you
as long as we've been together it should be so easy to do
just get yourself together or we might as well say goodbye
what good is a love affair when you can't see eye to eye

if you still don't know me by now
you will never never never know me.

- bring me back like we use to -

reflections ;
6:20 PM

Wednesday, September 21, 2005

i cant fight this feeling any longer
and yet i'm still afraid to let it flow
what started out as friendship, has grown stronger
i only wish i had the strength to let it show

i tell myself that i can't hold out forever
i said there is no reason for my fear
cause i feel so secure when we're together
you give my life direction
you make everything so clear

and even as i wander
i'm keeping you in sight
you're a candle in the window
on a cold, dark winter's nights
and i'm getting closer than i ever thought i might

and i can't fight this feeling anymore
i've forgotten what i started fighting for
it's time to bring the ship into the shore
and throw away the oars, forever
cause i can't fight this feeling anymore

my life has been such a whirlwind since i saw you
i've been running round in circles in my mind
and it always seems that i'm following you
cause you take me to a places that alone i'd never find

- gone -

reflections ;
7:20 PM

Tuesday, September 20, 2005

sky too high.
clouds too much.
ocean too deep.

i can't reach.
i feel like sinking.
i feel like dying.

i'm so lost.

so lost without your voice.
so lost without your touch.
so lost without you by my side.
i'm just too lost in the paradise.

- my pain your thrill -
to give it up is to accept your fate.
to give it up is to creat peace.
to give it up is to gain the upper hand

and

to give it up is to have it all.
- gone -

reflections ;
9:10 PM

Saturday, September 17, 2005

in kl now, nothing to do, so blog now lor. hmmm, ytd starts car at around 7.30pm. den reach checkpoint kana traffic jam sa. so stuck there for like 50mins?! hurr. and i just continue wid my music/songs from my phone. den reach kl(cousin hse) at 3am. den play pool wid bro till late midnight. went back to room aft that, cant slp. had some chatting wid them. woke up at 9am like dat, out for breakfast den stroll here and there. den home again. play some game wid the P.S-2. den out again. till now den had a nice rest. later going out again lar. yawns. tmr will have more programs to go on ba?

anw, nana --- one and a half day more lor. lols. dont miss me too much ok? hahas. if u really do so, den hug ur bloster and cry?! lols. shhhh... ok ler. i'll try to online if i got the time. byes.

lost in the paradise -----

reflections ;
7:40 PM